there are just lotsa bitchy and mean pple in RJ, and i'm not talking abt those kinds who are jesting around. most of u probably heard abt the girl in my class who got an overwhelming no. of votes to be prom queen. why? cuz pple are trying to spite her. what bitches. do u even know her at all? its just appalling pple would do tt. poor girl, i hope she's alrite... :/

i'm so glad lessons are ending soon, i wanna get out of this hellhole... though mostly, times maybe great due to great friends around, but in the end, the feeling of emptiness still sets in. somehow, it was far more enjoyable in certain respects in Sec sch... pple were more innocent, and we had more fun... :) pple are less mean too... haha.

relationships these days are so fragile... i dread to think of what may happen. hope nothing happens... >.< sighs... yeah, nick, zp n i studied at nick's place today. didn't do tt much work, but i dunno, i was just tired and grumpy. bah... hope he's feeling better though... maybe our company helped? :) hope so...

and hmmm, i seriously doubt i can go to a nice uni in US... lol, i get the impression tt i'll get not so good references cuz of my not good behavior in class. guess sleeping and smsing don't help huh. too late to do anything now though, no more lessons... haha, regrets. things have certainly not been going well... :P and now there's even pple bitching abt me, and even on my blog. whatever. lol... new surprises everyday... ;)